Why oh why oh why????

I haven't been watching the whole season of The Bachelorette on ABC because I've been busy creating a Mormon version - which is weird because Emily could end up being Mormon someday too since Jef is (not active but still, hopefully the fire is still burning somewhere:).  So I am watching it right now and it is supposed to make me feel great because people are falling in love but it just makes me feel horrible inside.  Especially when she just said "I'm sorry Arie".  I HATE EXPERIENCING BREAK UPS over and over again through this show!

I do have to say we see our fair share of this kind of thing on The Mormon Bachelor but it is definitely not this intense.  Now I have to go to bed with a broken heart and I'm mad about it.  But this is life right? Ughhhhhhh..........